Life is not a bed of roses
September 17 was my last writing. That ‘s 2 weeks before my wedding. I was super busy with the preps and the conference that I had no time to blog here. Things didn’t went really well. On the contrary people said that it was a beautiful wedding. Gosh but they didn’t knew the hell that I went through.
Seriously I didn’t enjoyed the preps nor the wedding itself. One disaster after another that me n hubby had to face. Even after the event itself.
1st week after the wedding, I was busy with the coordination with the conference. Then we had our wedding in Melaka. 2nd week, was still busy with conference. Hubby wasn’t too happy. We didn’t spent much quality time. And only time we met was when we went to sleep. 3rd week, after the conference.. I was too fatigue to do anything and ended up sleeping early, just before hubby reached home from work. We were constantly arguing each day.
I just do not know what’s happening but I began to wish that I didn’t decide to marry in the first place. Still alot of things to adjust or adapt with.
Now it’s hubby’s turn spending most of his time at work. Till now it has been 48 hours at work. It’s Deepavali holiday and he has no manpower to take over. In order to meet him, I went help him out at the store yesterday and this morning. I can him feeling tired but he forced himself to continue. His staff has not been very helpful. One of them literally taking advantage if his kindness. Keep coming late to work and always saying that hubby is bullying her. Gosh… I wish Allah lightens our burden. My hubby has been lenient enough to her as she is pregnant. But she took advantage of her condition. I was pissed but there us nothing much I can do.
I cried when he called me that he is unable to come home again tonight. Another staff can’t come to work tomorrow. 2nd night without him. Life is cruel indeed and it isn’t a bed of roses for a newly wed like us. I’m trying to be patient on all this matter and I wish I can lighten hubby’s workload.
Dear Allah, please have mercy on us.
~Yours Truly~
